I have to ask you smthng.

Go here I'll be most active at night---- or rn... https://app.magmastudio.io/MaxAndJames

Kay, wait! I missed you! I wanted to tell u something important.

I see you've been doing well and I'm very happy, You're stress seems gone! On my side I got depressed again and I guess I have tons of people to support me, but everyday, I know I screwed up, I realized the relationship was 'cuz you were waiting till you could reach Clod again. Also I'm happy you guys are together again. ^^' But, you said you weren't wanting to date anyone, I know that sounds stressing, but don't worry, I don't mean to cause you stress, I just wanted you to be honest, That fight, I think you remember.. I said, ''you think there would be trust in a 3 month relationship......'' I realized, there wasn't a relationship, and i sit here, regretting saying I liked you, I guess it was better to have you as a friend, I spent those months loving you, thinking about you, It was a waste I guess. You are a cool friend dude. I just, think it's sad you relaced me so easy and I kinda mad, but I'm not, cause I know u meant no harm, lives are ending as we speak, and I just wanna tell u this before something

ends and I just want to settle this. I mean no harm for you or stress, sorry James.

I can also thank you cuz of this I met some cool people, But shit ain't the same without you.

I know, I just miss you, I just regret fvcking up, I see everything ending now, I cry a lot with everything going on with those terror attacks, and missing you and you are the only person who can just help me out of it. My friends try I say, but you just helped me, everyday I wish we were back together. I said to myself when I came back to say this I'd be fvcking pissed and on vitamins heh. Now I'm just sitting here crying thinkingabout how we were, I'm glad ur happy though ig,

and I'm sorry if this stresses ya, I know you still.

I know. it's crazy, like you were over it in a day, and I lost a place very dear to me I loved that house and it was 3 yrs ago and I'm still sad, I guess I hold on to things. I just-- really miss everything with us, and knowing it wasn't even a month before we broke up, ur with her agan, it just feels like... like--- we never really had anything....

Sorry....

Nah you're not bad. And I never actually got over it, I really loved ya, and I just felt like you didn't care about the breakup.. Like I'm still not tryna say you're bad or nothing...

Im sorry please don't have a heart attac ;w;

Alright.... I actually. Kind of think you never left her. Like It seems like it also hurts for you to let go of things too. I mean, you really fvcked me up, but you still have a heart.

Can I do anything to help ya?

Okay, see I just long for the days when u used to go to me... Well I can kinda blame myself I didn't bother to show up....

Welp, Inconclusion. I just miss you. I have tons of shit in my mind....

what sites does clod use, I kinna wanna meet her and shit.

lol why

Oh, welp, last time I asked somthn like this I ended up cslling u a ***** lol sorry for that still

r u busy, ya wanna rp or smthn?

yeah k.... what's new

who

WhY U dONT tRuSt mE? JK, I'm not that stupidXD

XDDD

hows the cats? CatDad To CatDad lmao

hows the cats? CatDad To CatDad lmao

Mimi and her beanbag >w< FatCat was clicking at me the other day :/

Fvckk. I kinda think she's a bit slow...

Tchtchtchhkkkk. Where the last things I heard.

XDD Does Mimi act weird?

XDD I love mimi

X3