I feel like this *I sorta am venting*

today has been horrible, life has no point, only grades matter not how I feel, my life feels broken, sleepless nights from nightmares, everything gone wrong, life is pointless, I want to die, no irl people care, I mean nothing

I want to disappear

no me as a person is trash

yes I have no point in life

rreeee but me is trash and deserve to die

no I do