im sad for no flucking reason, I don't wanna cry.i don't, I don't I don't. But every time I try to just... Be happy, I cry, or I get angry, or I start. shaking likei amnow. I have to be happy... If I'm not, the who knows what will happen to me.... If I let my sadness show, then I'll concern people, put them off. I HAVE TO KEEP THEM HAPPY. and sometimes they can't... Or I can't help... That's when I feel useless. Like I have no purpose. I don't need to be upset. That's why I'm perfectly fine. That's why I hate venting. That's why I'M FINE!