Uh yay I guess?
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sunshine07 
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21.01.2021
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sunshine07[OP]
21.01.2021 00:09
LinkY’all will never know who it is
They are pretty nice to my knowledge. We haven’t had any disagreements or issues so far so I hope they’re actually into me as well wich... probably not but let’s keep our hopes up?
Oh ok.I’ll try but ggxgdgshgf I’m sure one day you’ll work up the courage to tell them :)))
Yeah lol. It’s weird because I literally talk to them every day like a normal being but I’m ****ing terrified every time I do. My brain is weird as shit
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That’s how you see it. You’re not the dumb one. It’s probably just another made up issue mixed with my self deprecation my brain created to keep me entertained.
You’re funny. I dont know what you see of me to say that and think that of me but I must I’ve been something really great. I don’t see myself as a good person or someone worthy of anything. It’s just an issue of mine. I don’t know how to stop it I don’t know how to make it go away and I dont know why people even care! Self deprecation is just when someone beats themselves down and it can cause some serious mental issues. I’ve dealt with it since I was diagnosed with anxiety. Since then it’s only gotten worse. I’m to afraid of everything. Of myself, of asking for help, of society, of no clip, of the things I let myself think. I don’t know how or why. I need it to stop. I want it to stop. I just want to be like everyone else.
But you are your so awesome and great and nice.
You’re just so *can’t find words for how awesome you are*
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Why do feelings get a yay. What the hell have they ever done for anyone
Because they give me endorphins and dopamine and all that good shit
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I’m okay. I started taking art classes and this happened so that’s cool I guess. How have you been
