when you asked me out i was just dealing with my irl crush rejecting me and then you asked me out the day of and i said yes now dont get me wrong i care for you but not in the way you want me too.... i cant drag you down i dont want you to be giving more than me and if i let this continue i could never forgive myself... im sorry and please dont take it out on yourself that wont solve anything... i didnt want to break your heart but i guess i just broke it more....

i cant explain how bad i feel you are an amazing person dont EVER forget that it just felt one sided.... and thats not okay...

i couldnt let you keep loving an evil narcissistic maniac and get the end of all my freakouts.... you dont deserve to deal with that you dont deserve to deal with me...

no its not!!!!!!!! i feel so ****in bad!!!!

okay