Nobody wants me here. They tell me I'm annoying and that I'm weird. I don't want to be alone anymore. I just want company. I'm too lonely to be on my own. I just want to feel wanted irl. People won't get how quick I can go from who I am now to quiet shut down muted bitxh. I wonder how long it'd take for people to notice if I stopped talking, trying, doing anything. It's crazy.