pls do not accuse your self after what im about to say

if i feel alone. im sad but if someone's with me i feel bad bc im not myself around them im trying to be something else bc i dont want to be weird and stupid

i want to be... happy but i want to mean it i want to be a person who does not loose evryone just bc i made one mistake

i just feel alone all the time and i dont like hurting people and when i go to tell them how i feel i stop . and change what i was going to say

but this is just how i feel

i guess i just dont have a place i feel like i dont belong on the earth no one seem's to understand. it seem's like im always being called something . by others

i want to trust people but i only trusted 1 person but they are in the hospital . only 1 freind that i trust and it's not at my school at all.

bc my freinds at school i dont trust most of them

but im ganna go my coputer is almost dead so yea ... bye guy's