so some people have been asking me what's wrong and most of the time i either ignore them or push them away in a really rude way on purpose lemme explain i guess i just i don't take help from people i don't know it makes whatever advice they give overly-routined and plastic and it just really doesn't feel like they understand the pressure i'm under sometimes towards my friends i'll fake taking their advice and act like i feel better, but in reality i only take advice from my closest friends, but at the same time it's very rare that i do so if you ask me what's wrong and i push you away or ignore you don't be suprised