alrighty disclaimer again; if you find this irritating and/or rude then go through this door built especially for you 🚪

k first of all is anyone even gonna listen or am i talking to myself rn

alright sorry i had to restart my paragraph bc my laptop shut down ew

so my drawing motivation is wonky, it has some sort of timer and if i can't think of enough things to add to a drawing in time, i lose it same thing goes for if i don't know what i should draw in general because of this problem, i tend to ask on fa who i should draw to not only satisfy my motivation but so people can enjoy the content i'm creating typing...

i ask on fa thinking at least i could get a slight idea of who to draw and completely ignore my list until i feel like i have enough energy to choose myself. i make a post and then keep on reloading once i get comments i start to get excited so i check them total loss of motivation if they're comments like "draw a tree" or "draw a lake" but what's worse is when someone goes "draw your favourite character" you little sack of meat that is not specific and it drives me insane

like they don't even give a specific series or anything, they just go "fav character, now" very big waste of my time, energy and motivation when i can't get a specific idea give me a series, give me a category, give me something i really hate hearing "draw a character" it's like someone wanting to know what to write a story about and some braincell deficient sack of meat says "make a story about a book" typing...

10x worse when the person leaves the post and/or deletes their dumb comment saying the thingy it's also awful when people like and leave, it says that they saw the post but don't even bother, but that's better than "draw a character"

hha felt like saying this bc it happened around a few minutes ago don't even bother looking for the post bc i deleted it

i think i'm scaring off the kids i went from 696 to 693 in a single post 👁✈️👹👹

am i that scary 😭😭😭🧂 yo who else read the whole thingy without unfollowing

damn i'm kinda feeling angry at myself rn /hj

gotta check the fridge to see if lemon is edible

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dw you're not the problem here /gen

idk i think i might've scared them 🤷‍♂️

bc i'm scary when i'm older than people???? i honestly have no diea 😭😭

bc you're immune ig

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when cope

WAIT I MEANT COP SHSHHSJJDHJDS

kinda glad i don't scare everyone ig