I’m suicidal and running awa
by:
shingekinokyojin 
372
372
01.04.2020
18 comments
shingekinokyojin[OP]
01.04.2020 09:56
LinkMy mother basically told me to slit my wrists, I have wanted to die since I was ten, my depression has gotten far worse, my best friend and my boyfriend are trying to convince me to live, I feel nothing but sadness and pain, and my life is simply hell
shingekinokyojin[OP]
01.04.2020 09:57
LinkSo say whatever you have to say and I’ll stay on long enough but once I’m away from my past, only the wind and whispers of spirits will guide me to redemption
Okay why would a mother say that to their own children that is just fudging cruel
But still why would your mother say that to u do she have some kind of vendetta against u
That doesn't mean she can treat you like this, you adopt someone because you pity them and wanna give them a home obviously this is not how she is taking it
You must call a hotline for emotional support
It's free in most of the countries
It's not a joke
Baby.... I've Heard So Many Stories... So many Lives Take their Own.... You.... Are A diamond On A Ring.... The knob to a Door... fork to a spoon... And a piece of a jigsaw puzzle... Without you something is missing.... I don't want to loose anyone else to This.... I have Depression... And Anxiety... But.... I've only Thought About Killing Myself Once.... And Never again... the thing that stopped me with the thought something stopped me and said "what about them".... I stopped and put down the belt before you know kind of rub my neck in hanging myself.... The what about them.... It was talking about my friends and family all of you guys on flipanim... And Outside of it... Knowing that I was going to hurt people do to my death.... Hurt me more than knowing that I'm still going to be alive I'm still going to be going to the pain but life has stricken upon my shoulders... I stopped... Because of love... Because my Dream to Keep people happy..... Karma666 Attempted But She Is Alive....please think again...
Please Don't make the Biggest mistake Anyone Can.... because... Even if you think there's no more hope... there's always something there always you're never alone even when you think you are you're not even if you think no one loves you there's someone out there who does... That person is me... I love strangers no matter the color their race their sexuality or their age... I don't care if you're a rainbow giraffe with two broken wings I will love you for who you are... Knowing that people out there suffering breaks my heart even more everyday... I haven't slit my wrists and months I haven't had a suicidal thought in years... People can change but some people don't always Change for the Better.... But you... You Are Better... You Are Kind... Smart And Perfect just the Way you Where made... You have To find your Place ... Find Your Dream and Chase it... No matter what gets in your way... Always a way around it... I'm not always happy but I do choose to smile even if I don't feel like smiling I do it because
It puts a smile upon everyone else's face.... I have endless love to give... I may not know you personally but I do love you... you're one of my friends one of my family losing you is like losing a brick in the wall you're always going to be something missing that I can never replace.... I want you... To be okay.... I want to do everything I can to save everyone but I'm just one person and not everyone agrees.... I was on the site and this person was doing a social experiment and made it look like he was cutting his arm over and over again and blood was was Coming out... I was the first out of many people just saying. "Stop! Are you okay..." I had a long conversation with him and he kept applauding me due to my dream.... Dream to help.... I may not be in the best state right now but I'm still going to help you the best I can.... Will you let me be your light in the darkness... will you allow me to try and help you get back to where you need to be.... Please don't go.... My heart aches knowing You might do it.
