i respect your decision and boundaries but i wish you were still someone i talked to

its really weird to have to keep my distance now

i miss you man i really do but then again were also in completely different phases of our life and it wouldve never worked out, us staying friends anyway

anyways. i cant ****ing draw for the life of me right now, living situation is hot ass, mental health is even more hot ass because of that

i wish i could say i was making any progress but im honestly really not. ive been trying to be more mindful, more grateful, ive been more proud of myself lately but i just cant ****ing live here anymore i cant dude. i have nowhere else to live but i really hope i can judt get out

im homeschooled and since my dog died ive been so depressed that i havent even graduated yet. its the middle of september i need to get my shit together

im so behind just like i thought i was going to be

man why do i just **** everything up

i want to start living my life instead of being in this damn house all day and sleeping all day, only ever waking up to check my notifications on two platforms before going right back to sleep because apparently thats the only thing i wake up for anymore.

please universe grant me a better house to live in with people i love and trust and a partner and friends my age and the energy and will to live or get caught up on work or do any of my hobbies please for the love of god ill literally do anything

why do i come on this website there is nobody on here who cares about me 😭 like pack it up who do you think you are

i hate feeling like more of an inconvenience than a person

bro is employed 😂