I feel like my family is sexist, but only with me. I just got on the computer and my mom and aunt are already getting mad at me asking if I'm doing homework or if I'm doing something "useful" on the computer. I tell them I'm drawing a present for my youngest cousin yet I still get in trouble. I told them that my brother, who is a dick to me, has been on the switch since he woke up, yet they don't do SHIT! They let him ****ing play since he's a "boy" not only that a few days ago my uncle gave me more dishes to do and said "sorry, that's a woman's life" and the whole family chatted about how I'm not a good enough "woman"...I hate them all! I'm the only one being bullied and they say "it's just a joke!" yeah...same thing I kept ****ing hearing in 7th grade.. "go back to your country! CUBAN" "She doesn't deserve to live!" "your such a pig" "I hope I never see you again" same thing! OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN! IT'S NOT FAIR! SO WHAT IF I'M LESBIAN!? IS THERE A ****ING PROBLEM WITH THAT!? They always like using-

my words against me...always laughing at me..I'm not mentally strong...they know that yet it's as if they use that to take advantage of me.... "Your just a kid..you shouldn't have been in that situation..remember it's not your fault" ....the last words I heard from my teacher before I moved away without warning....I never got to say goodbye to everyone! I'm just a young kid..I don't want to be a "woman" already...they told me to "live my youth" yet I can't...they already treat me like the head of the house..I don't like this new place...i hate it..i thought something good would have come from moving...like they all said.. "i was wrong"