Shiba Inu: for glitternation
dog planning an evil plan
"YeY"
Spinning Thing
MORNING FLIGHT!
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29.05.2021
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rAnDoMaCcFoRnOrEaSoN[OP]
29.05.2021 04:35
LinkMy mother took my chrome book so I'm on the oldest crappiest phone ever
okay lets have a chat bud.....I talk u listen got it good. U like the person above me?.....if so be scared of me if not okay looks like we wont have an issue but uh see from what i seen tonight looks like they want to love u and im good with that to a point but uh i think uve reached ur limit. Now im not one to be controlling or anything but im a 1 girl type guy and i got a polly gf so u see were this issue is?....i dont like this very much and i ask that while i calm down which i wont be back until tmrw night so like about 22-24 hours from when this msg was sent u guys dont talk now im only doing this bc i dont feel comfy with u guys talking until my gf and i talk this out....i will let u guys talk again after her and i talk but u see shes MY girl and i would like to keep it that way. pls dont go sneaking around to talk to her,Im trying to be nice and i just ask that u do as i ask if so i might be a lil more comfy with this poly thing and might ease up on it but if neither of u can do as i ask im simply-
-just gonna tell her im not okay with it...now yea that means she could leave me but im being nice and asking for u to lets us talk it out.....one of my reasons being from what i seen tonight if u guys talk while im away it could lead into other things and then imma have to really get mean and i dont wish to do so. I would like for u to let us talk it out so ill ask that if she comments and tries talking to u, u ignore her and if u try talking to her i expect her to ignore u but ig if u guys cant go that long without talking i cant do anything abt it and im not one to usually be like this even she could tell u that im not controlling and that i hate ppl like this but rn idk where to put my anger so this is my way of letting some of it out with out punching someone in the face im going to just leave these here for u and her to see.....(i left some on one of my posts for her so no need to go showing her this) pls can u just respect my wishes for a day so i can calm down and talk it out with her?
wtaf- so u went thru mine and her convo which is a total violation of privacy btw. I even told her I wanted her to be with you. Yes I can let y'all talk it out but no I'm not going to I ignore or stop talking to her and idc what you do I'm not scared of you. I don't care if you get mean or not I've dealt with worse. Now I understand your mad and all but she's a good person and try not to take it out on her. I hope y'all don't break up bc it really wouldn't be fair and I understand she's polly but you have no right to say we were sneaking around and that we can't talk and that you ask I ignore her. We weren't sneaking around we were talking bc that's what friends do. I wasn't going to show her this chill tf down omg
You have no right to say what your going to allow me or her to do. It's her life she can choose what she wants. Like hell if I'm gonna sit back ignore her and let you control it whether ur typically controlling or not.
As for the cuddles and sh*t I do that with a lot of my friends whether I like them or not and Yeh I get she's ur girl but if you went thru my other condos with my other friends you will find I cuddle and snuggle with them as well, and say Ily, it doesn't mean I'm going to date them so you can stop showing your a*s trying to act tough
i never said u guys were sneaking around i asked that tmrw u guys dont sneak around i ask no priv anims bc then imma feel u guys r hiding sum and yea ik i only went throgh it bc i saw a comment that ivolved cuddling and saying ily so i thought it was to me and when i saw it wasnt i wanted to make sure she didnt go against her word and cheat on me....ive had a couple of rough days of her ignoring me bc she forgets abt me when shes rping so ive been kinda sad and seeing this crap and u freaking out only leads me to believe that theres sum more going on then just friends i try not to be this way but im territorial and dont like when ppl mess with whats mine (by mine i mean shes my gf so im hers and shes mine) again all i ask is u let her and i talk things out and not do stupid crap like u guys did tonight
idc if u do it with ur other friends but seeing all the msgs i did im not very happy and i love the art u did for my contest thing but rn i cant accept it im pissed and i cant calm down bc im scared okay im not "acting tough" im in fight or flight mode its either i claim whats mine or i break up with her those r the options going throgh my head rn and idk what one to go to, i love her more then she'll ever know but i cant do this mutiple ppl in a relationship thing okay....i figured u wouldve reacted a lot differently to that and i figured u wouldve been help
im sorry that i approuched this the wrong way but as u can see im not in a good position and i freaked out...i love her and i cant imagine losing her.....when i saw the whole cuddle and ily thing after seeing that she likes someone and wants to give love to u i took it really badly and freaked out...im sorry but this type of thing i dont handle well....ik she wants to be with 2 ppl at once but i cant take it my heart will shatter i cant lose her i cant handle the poly thing but i love her so i put up with it......but ud prolly be a better match for her anyways bc by the looks of it she likes u anyways......
dude look I get it. I've been in relationships where my heart got beaten torn out stomped on and shattered so stop with the dam I'm a better person for her drama and the I love her so much. It's either you get over her being polly or it tears y'all apart. I Get Your Going Thru Stuff but what makes you think im not or she isn't? Like you have no fcking idea what I go through and you honestly can't come to MY page say I should be scared tell me not to talk to my friend then say you thought I would handle it different. Excuse me but no- look I support y'all and all that but she doesn't deserve you being like this and I honestly dont want to deal with "scared" a.s so seriously don't start this or anything like this EVER again unless you want me to raise hell
okay i get it but i need to talk things out and i dont feel comfy with u guys talking while im gone it just for a few hours and the whole i love her and im a better person then this is true u dont see how loving and caring i am to her but i just dont want to lose my gf to u or anyone else i deal with this more then ud think my bestfriend has a gf who hates me and thinks im trying to take her gf and i honestly believe with the few hours im gonna be gone sums gonna spark between u guys and imma lose her forever im trying to talk this out with u so i can talk it out with her so lets start with questions
1.do u like her?
2.do u want to be in a relationship with her?
3.do u want a poly relationship with her and i?
4.how much attention do u need?
Yeah I got the point you keep saying the same thing over and over. Here's the thing I just met her so-
1. Kinda she's cool and all but I wouldn't ask her to leave u for me that's f-ed up.
2. Again same answer I just met her maybe after we got to know each other
3. Bro I'm lowkey pissed off at you and if you were down than MAYBE if we got to be closer and I fell for her
4. I'm not that needy if I'm being honest I'm actually a very busy person and I make time for ppl I care abt which typically isn't to much onto the real question no I i don't think if we were in a polly relationship I would take all of her attention from you ;-;
i was fine with the polly thing until it came to me having to be in a polly relationship i didnt think this day would come but ig if it would make her happy i have to be down for it right?
1.okay im still on the fence abt u but knowing that u respect my relationship im leaning more with being okay with u
2.okay
3 yeah ik ur pissed at me and all but what im asking is knowing how i feel to this whole thing if she asked u to date her would u?
4.um yeah not so worried abt how much attention she gives to u just uh more worried abt her falling more in love with u then me and i get shoved to the curb like a piece of garbage just having to sit back and feel like a 3rd wheel while i watch her love u
Ight well if she asked me to date her I would ask if y'all were still together and if you were I would ask if you were OK with me and her being together, if you said no I would tell her no if you said OK I would say OK but I'm lowkey on the fence to. I'm open minded and all but night understand the 3rd wheel sh*t
The stuttering tho- dude look I'm just not even. She's your girl me and her just met this whole drama thing is useless and I just think you and her can be there dating while me and her just stay bsfs. I'm OK with her just being my friend like plenty ladies for me to go out with besides your girly
Well to me it matters more what you both think. She's polly she can like 2 ppl it doesn't mean she doesn't love you any less so just think abt that. (I get the anxiety thing I have panic attacks every couple nights)
yea ik that and talking to u has made me realize its not her being poly that scares me its the thought of losing her or seeing her love someone else.....knowing that i can only love 1 person and thats her....ive never felt this way abt my exs and i cant believe im actually saying this but thank u for everything uve done....i can stop saying that her being poly bugs me and just say what the actual problem is....
(glad someone understands....i get these really bad anxiety attacks some nights and they make me get really sad and i start freaking out and i think it bugs her bc she yells at me sometimes but its okay its like a reality snap but by ur gf so it like really slaps the aniety in the face, yk?)
also AAAHHHH sorry i just remembered she prefers they/them pronouns uh replace everything i said abt it being she/her to they/them (also im going to continue to say she/her on a couple of things if we keep talking but just know im doing this bc sometimes i feel really weird saying they/them like to me sometimes it sounds like i have multiple gfs and i dont want someone to assume im a cheater when im nothing but loyal)
Righttttttt- OK yeah so your problem is your overly jealous ;-; mk y'all have fun with that
Yes I get it- my anxiety typically gets mixed with my depression so I kinda just lay in my bed freaking out but I can't cry but u mean at least you have someone who cares and helps you I'm stuck alone in my room and told to suck it up by my family
And yes the they/them thing is fine I mix it up to TvT
yeah i get jealous very easily and its mainly seperation anxiety i get that alot from her and idk why.....i think it bc my exs normally enjoyed my cuddles but always tried to take it farther and i was never comfy with taking it farther so they pushed me away and she always cuddles me although the past few days we havent cuddled very much so that seperation anxiety is like all over i talked to her a little today so that helped calm me down but yeah......sorry if thats too much info...im tired and i start getting very open when im tired and if u see me say "ti ti" it means tired and thats like me say "hey my brain is shutting down and i can NOT stay up any longer" im sorry ik it may seem weird but its just how i am.....my parents thought it was cute when i was younger so they never corected it and now im stuck with it (cant spell rn sorry)
Ah it's fine I stay up a lot cause of insomnia and my medicine for it doesn't help so here I am at almost 5 am for the 3rd day :')
Pfft I got your back but you don't have to have mine I've been holding my own hand for years
Yeah Yeah I get that it's like my nightmares and Crap it's enough to make someone go crazy :/