let Him abuse me, hurt me, and make me feel useless I have been cheated on more than once and it hurts. And it isn't just school. It's my family too. They hate me for who i am and they keep telling me how much of a mistake i am and how i ruined their lives when i was born and it hurts. I wish i didn't let people down all the time and people keep telling me not to blame myself But i do because i feel everyone has problems with me and i feel like i make their lives a living hell because of the fact i even exist. And when people have a bad day they put all the pressure and blame on ME because they want to make me kill myself I get told to die, to burn, and to jump off a bridge. And i tell them that i would. When i get hurt my parents act as if i am putting on a show. They keep telling me to stop trying to make them pity me when I'm not. Nobody listens to how i really Feel So i isolate myself in my room. Nobody is there for me in real life so i am trying to get used to being alone.

But i am almost to the point of dying. I feel like NOBODY cares... and i just can't take the pain. And i have scars too so i am always Reminded of how i am such a failure And I am going insane I cannot even deal with this anymore and all I am saying is I may not be alive for much longer I am done my real life is too much of a pain. Online isn't any better though, I get told to die, get treated differently, get hated on, and etc. And I am not naming names of who is making my online life a living hell but they know who they are.

Look just please tell auggie I cared for them They were everything to me and so are you Take care of yourselves.. Have a nice life without me..

Pfft