People at school probably think I'm a ***** This girl complimented my art in second period and it was so out of nowhere so I said thank you but it sounded *****y and I feel so bad I didn't mean for it to sound *****y my throat was dry and I had to talk a certain way so then I wouldn't have a voice crack and I've been thinking about it all day even though she probably already forgot and doesn't even care but I'm not mean I'm nice I hate school

There's so much more going on but I don't even know a good way to explain any of it I just want to cry