I find myself alone all of the time, today after I got my test results I had a huge breakdown the most biggest breakdown I have ever had (bigger breakdown then when my best friend died) after he died noone believed in me, my goal is to be come hokage, jk a veternarian and everyone in my family looks at my grades and says ¨A B?, You are going to have to do better than that, you should just quit your dream and work in your step-dads business¨

I think I am being Mentaly neglected by not getting support from my mom and my step-dad, but I dont tell anyine this because I am afraid this will get into a whole problem for my mom and she will put me in the hospital or something

Tomura Shigaraki was alone and went through everything by himself when he was smaller, to be honest I never had anyone there for me really, sure I had friends but 2 years after I would meet them they would leave to another state, so now my way for friends is online friends that you will never personaly meet so you dont become super close then stop seeing eachother its to hard

The real reason why I came on FA is to make friends and have a good time drawing but my mom hates me drawing anime or drawing at all, yesterday she saw me at the table drawing Tobio Kageyama and Shoyo Hinata from Haikyuu and grounded me from drawing (shhh dont tell her I draw on here lol). she doesnt believe in me so this is why I am actually in FA, to have friends and talk to people