Not meaning to vent on my usually happy account but I just needed to put something somewhere Cuz like, all my like, 3 friends are at some Halloween party having the time of their teenage lives while I’m on the other side of the fûcking country and I’ve been shaking for the past like 20 Minutes just trying bit to cry because I know it’s stupid I’m crying cuz I didn’t get to go to some dumb Halloween party wtf I wanna go home, I wish my parents didn’t make me go on some fücking boat to “see the world” and shít I need to stop crying and just calm the fück down