on the weekends for me, my mom pulled me out of the living room and into her bedroom so we could talk, it was going well until she started to talk about Non-Binary. she said that non-binary means that they rape children and animals and that they don't give a **** about your age "love is love, jail is jail" and i tried to explain that non binary means that we identify as a they/them but she didn't want to hear it, because: "SHE'S ALWAYS RIGHT" bullshit. in the heat of the argument i came out as Pan and Non-binary. she just stared at me with disgust. i've always hated her but it still upset me, i ran out of her room and back into the living room, to just cry silently. apparently i woke up my dad with all the screaming and he comforted me and accepted me, the next day was just more arguing, my dad came home and it got worse, until eventually she said: "I HATE YOU BOTH! I WISH I NEVER HAD HER!" i just laughed, i didn't ask to be born, i'm here forever until i leave at 18 years old. still more arguing the next day

(it was a friday when it all started) and i'm just feeling numb right now, so i won't really be all happy go lucky as i used to be. i'm okay, i promise i am it's normal for me i don't really care anymore just be yourself and DON'T LET ANYONE TELL YOU TO STOP! be youself, i love you all as a family

i feel bad for those who've been hurt by those who were supposed to love and care for them, i wish that families just keep the kids they had and never hurt them (Emotionally or Physically) i've been harmed in both (Physical was a couple months ago- :/) i love my dad with every fiber of my being but please don't expect me to be grateful that i have a mom. she's not a mother to me. (she drinks, says bad things, lies, two-faced, etc.) im sorry if i gave anyone a trigger, wasn't my intention...)