TW 4 like everything //THERE r SO MANY THINGZ WRONG WITH ME AND I NEED TO GET THERAPY like. ok blabla therez the thing with [some1] and one of my irl friendz thoze 2 ****ed me up big time but like. the OTHER thingz that ****ed me up??? JUST AZ BAD IF NOT WORSE AND I SUPPRESS MEMORIEZ OF THOZE AND IAYDHUEUHJI neighborhood i grew up in sucked and i saw someone get shot and that scarred me LOL and also some guy tried touching me on my birthday when i turned like....4 or 5. and also i have some SUUPER bad dereality issuez LOL just someone jokingly/lightheartedly saying my voice soundz autotuned iz enough to send me into a breakdown <33!!!! im so ****ing SENSITIVE anything someone sayz will break me. and also i have terrible hallucinationz and delusionz that make my life hell idk if theze were trauma responsez but THEY ARE BAD! and my self esteem issuez r like.... rreeeeeeaaaallllly bad and the only reazon im not dead rn iz becauze i wanna meet my friendz irl and i dont want them 2 be sad im gone or whatever AHAHA