It was fake anyways it sounded fake

Yes I faked sucicde when I was 11 bakc in 2020, I had lighted and sexually harassed also dated older people I told peopel they should die, and I said many horrible things I went far enough where I couldn’t get out

And I will change it was shvtty and ****ed up chain fallout post down here :

I was being selfish. And inconsiderate and j wanted to fit in but in the wrong way.

Unfollow if you want.

And sorry doesn’t cut it I’ll be on j won’t post anymore and I affected many people I will change

And personally - I’m not the victim j was the player of the game and I was the person who was controlling it and it was wrong

But j didn’t fake sucicde j got hurt with a (TW: razor ) to my throat and my mom was pvssed

I didn’t fetishized lesbians, I just respect them. :) also fetishized murder, uhm. What no I just made ya deer ocs.

💀.. I made ocs with mental problems .

I’m logging of but all this about me.. talking about me is nothing good. I hurt everyone around me I have a problem and I’m sorry y@onyx but.. you think ur so mature you told people they should die then you defined me you made me uncomfortable.. many times I told you to stop, so I said some stuff back. You’re not a bad person. But we’ve both hurt each other, you said TXLIA was a bad person.

I told you my age.. I said I’m lower than 14.

And when I was 11 I had a fetish for older people which I don’t have anymore so let’s not.

One last word.

One last word.

I love lesbians /J

I love lesbians /J

PFFT BAHAHAHHA

Ur pain is really sad tho.. But what made me laugh, is you onyx.

Ur pain to me..? You thought I cared about you, no I just felt bad for you.

Now I’m not gonna continue.

But.l yes I did wrong.

onyx, yeah I dated that ***** a selfish, bvtch “ im emotionless” “you told people they should die 16 times you used the r word.

you actually made fetish of older people and dated in 11?? um please you are actually guilttripping nobody will defend you "barkdaddy" gosh ur way worse that ifollowcuties😕😍

https://flipanim.com/profile?name=Germanshepup Is that bvtch and they’re apology was fake to.

You still love this asshole when there the same level as me. How sad

Also!I have 2 failed suicide attempts, and I joke about it too but only with my comfy friends ehe👉🏽👈🏽

That’s what @sexycat said.

And you guys r saying I’m bad- pfft.. I hate victim aswell I did something bad yeah, but 🤔 wtf.. onyx, why lie to people what you have done aswell. Cmon, share!!

I’m attention starved enough.

Told another person they should die, and then pretend to be ur “gf”.

- cmon onyx, ur suppose to be better than me.

Anyways actual apology

My friends I hurt they’re feelings are crushed they feel betrayed they are the actual victims here they are going through a lot, personally it’s good to side with them they have a lot of trauma form this maybe even trust issues. Like @onyx, which not my friend anymore, @agoreydemise was a friend but not now.. and @not khlow jiller @envie @xxjellyxx I ****ed ur there feelings and many other friends. A sorry can’t cut it I can just say I can be a better person

https://flipanim.com/profile?name=cloudnine Sorry cloud nine for sending you death threats that was.. alarming I thought it was funny, Im- anyways. Yes people follow to laugh how cute <3 anyways.

I did ****ed up shit sorry my grammar was fvcked, Sense I’m more calm. I sensed some horrible stuff, in fact I dated people older than me, sexually assuaged someone (not onyx IDN what there saying but go off), I get it you guys are hurt I’m sorry, I hurt a lot of people, even my closest friends. And it was fvcked up. Ngl. I did more stuff, that you can read in callouts and stuff, yeah it’s fvcked up.

I don’t have screenings no I never told them my age, and I didn’t mean for it to go that far with onyx, I’m sorry.

And I’m just bashing onyx cause I’m angry but why am I angry at them..? IDN.

It’s no one’s fault it’s mine I should be held accountable IK.. I am not joking I am taking a break today I’m just chatting with friends and just having fun

I apologize if I ever made anyone uncomfortable/gen

I didn’t know onyx’s prefers name. And I never used she, only with txlia.

Yes I am Leaving for a month and coming back, and I’m gonna do a rate, and see what I can work on and what I can do to make things better(etc)

I’m a good person I swear the next time I’ll come on, after the month of February btw guys it’s almost my moms birthday

Uhm, I’m only commenting tk my friends..

And that’s why I’ve been ignoring you guys. Bc I want to spend the rest for my day as with my friends.

And I promised I’ll change and I need some time. So cloud please DNI, for now, I request this to anyone who’s been threatened or uncomfortable by my words

And yes I did horrible things. I’m willing to change and I will.

I know I’m just saying for right now cause I won’t respond in a few moments cause I’ll be gaming with my friends

And now guys I’m actually signing off yes I’ll check in on my friend ( people who respond) but j will not comment on random peoples or fallout post, there’s no reason for me to. And justifying my actions j cannot dk justifying is bad, rn bc what I did isn’t justice, I thought if I took revenge on the Internet for something that happened would be a good idea but it. Wasn’t

And to attack people when I’m angry and death threats rn and it’s bad, I promise I’ll stop the death threatening that it’s wrong and it degrades peoples. I’ll stop the sexual harassment : by making jnnaporaite to jokes ( that’s what j meant by sexual harassment j made people uncomfortable with some 18+ post I did)

I told my real life friends j only have 6, and they said that it’s okay that k jsut need to fix things and to stay off this site for awhile, cause some of the things I did where fvcked up and when I feel ready and comfortable I can make an better apology

And yes I’ll change for the better of this site, cause we all know bakc in 2016 this site had drama But not as bad it was rather wholesome but not

I told them- my friend Colin said “ I don’t have time for this shvt you made an mistake act up to it, people can’t simply forgive you, you screwed up become a better person, and yeah” Then one of my friend sat school said @ yeah you fvcked up bad, taken a break off of that site Ik you love dralwing but rn you did to much shvt “

And simply I’m taking my friends word to word

@bugsalad Yeah I promised I’d stop doing that to and that’s stuff for what I do in private and pratice anatomy practicing anatomy is okay, but making s3xula content bad

So yes I will do anatomy sketches but not p0rn. I wanna learn how to do poses without it looking deformed asf

I do?

Sorry I thought me typing like how I did to you was funny-

Again I’ll work on my humor aswell

- exactly I was explained that by one of my friends online who loves doing anatomy “ not all anatomy has to be 18+ practicing poses is amazing and you you’re self are to troubled to handle that nswf, it isn’t for ur age.”

To what? Oh me typing no I’m just typing fast? Want me to slow it down

Okay, so everyone I’m deeply sorry. My actions actually hurt people, when they where never attended to. It was wrong and I need to face the consequences so yes I’ll take a break. For a month. Do we agree on that, and get to work on myself and the people I care about in RL, but I am going to text my friends on here cause. I don’t have any other social platforms

Yeah rn I’m Explaining myself

Yes, what I did back then and now where fvcked up, and personally I think this is a life consequence and I’ll suck it up, and I’ll become a better person from this

I don’t hAve any alts I can’t make accounts I think- I was banned from that from FA

And yeah that is an accusation but - that’s just how I speak.

IDN but someone took my rights away from making new accounts plus. Personally making a new acc won’t help this problem. It’s dumb if I did

June, 11th 2009?

🥰

Anywyas bye

I’m speaking tk my bf this is only how me and him can talk

- I’ll do a white board with him then

No, bc I’m with him, and I stalk my bf, difference

You know I have to talk to him his my comfort if I don’t.

I’m waiting til he sends me the link

Hello everyone if my apology didn’t seem genuine I’m sorry Yes I did hurt people, and I betrayed my friends by lying to them about my shameful past. But not only that j gaslighted and manipluated people, and it was wrong/gen, to those k made uncomfortable I am sorry and I will change my content I’m working on it slowly. And personally, to those that noticed these red flags, please nene you see red flags in someone tell somebody, or at least that person straight up. If you ever feel invalidated y just know you have every right to speak up

I regret, my actions deeply I hurt a lot of people on this platform and others, I will stop with the s3xual jokes aswell. I will surrender and say yes I did **** up and it’s my fault

You guys are the best for noticing this and spending up about it! I really appreciate this, there is no explanation to this behavior I think I was just being an a$$ and there’s no excuse to be one

I agree to make - better progress now for the future, and for the sake of FA. Aswell

I know you don’t have to forgive. But if you can please, even though this sounds desperate , sorry can’t cut it anymore j need tk suck it up and change and thank you for helping me realize

Just so you know if you, see red flags in someone try avoiding them aswell to many red flags can soon, be bad for you’re mental health, have a great day! And have fun at school if you have school, and remember you’re opinion and you’re voice can be heard

Apologies to all the 20 people I have effected and everyone else honestly it was a dumb mistake honestly, A sorry can’t cut it but my actions can.

My apologies to @oNYX aswell for the emotional truisms and guitar tripping I did it wasn’t right and it was wrong and to many others I did to to(if I did without realizing it) and misnaming and misgender it it was wrong and sickening for me to manipulate my situation and cause drama and did bad shvt

I’m genuinely sorry, to everyone I betrayed aswell and lied to.

Good bye

I’m sorry for degrading people aswell and using contestant manipulation I’ll be back in a month

And no I promise not to make any alts

And it was wrong to keep the judge mental, stuff please stop yelling at me I promise to change I will. I really will

The next time if I do it I’ll delete this whole platform/srs

I also shouldn’t have flirted with onyx knowing that there older than me

I’ve unfollowed everyone who told me to unfollow

Give me a moment to chill when I make this

Hey, guys. Also dear,reader I’m sorry it was wrong what I did. I fully take the blame and it was wrong. Yes I did guilt trip which is worse in itself and I started to make, people uncomfortable, I even drove my friends away people who loved and liked my content. And I did awful shvt in the past aswell I’m sorry for lying and not coming clean once I hit 5 followers. ( which is click baiting and wrong) it’s convincing people you’ll do soenthjng and you don’t and you’re doing it for clout. I’m sorry for using horrible things against people and making call out post when j did this shvt aswell and everyone makes mistakes. I will grow from thsi export ge I will take a month break

Sorry for any grammar problems -

And to lie about accidentally deleting my post. It was wrong and you guys have asked me many times to stop and I didn’t

I did stuff to p!as you guys off and I went to far. And it was wrong

P!ss*

Rn

BUE BYE!<3

Remeber you’re valid!

Also happy - black history month

I’m also unfollowing a lot of people so if you see dirastic numbers I’m sorry

Hey gush sorry I just have to mention pls don’t call me fat I have an eating disorder and it’s kinda wrong to call me fat as an insult. I have an eating disorder and it’s just supporting (TW; SH) so.. just saying it looks shvtty on YOURE part

That’s the o no reason why I came here is I have a friends phone number on FA who talked to me and someone used fat as an insult if you did or didn’t jsut what you to know don’t use it. It’s really hurtful to me, cause I try to loose weight to the point where I can’t eat without - throwing up or getting really sick. So please don’t

Yes I know I have a lot of “ yeah I’m eating!! WoOHO” it’s sarcasm it’s only so my friends don’t panic that I don’t eat

Also an apology

Read

I’m signing off.

That’s when onyx, and stuff when you made onyx feel bad. Bvtch wtf I said run you over.

You can survive a car crash, not all

Yes it was sorry. That was over dramatic dramatic

To add on

You should unfollow me and not continue the wip I did some bad shVt.. ha- if you do ur gonna get hate.

Wait so you’re not gonna hate me?… I’m actually crying rn thank you.

Thanks. Really

Oh, that’s just bad I don’t like you cloud.

Somethings you’ve said made me uncomfortable

I’m here to apologize to the people I hurt.

This has already been dealt with. And no no one forgives me but some are choosing to forget it so pls

Yeah

I apologized for the past and horrible things that I did wrong if you ever feel uncomfortable you can unfollow aswell. J get it I made some rough mistakes and I’m trying to change