mhm

i just feel so tired i want to curl up and suffocate i just feel so damn cowardly like i'm helpless and it's easy to see i'm scared after the fire i'm just wading through water and kelp gets caught and pulls me under i'm so ****ing tired i can't sleep i'm not funny i'm not kind i'm not happy i'm not lovable i don't know what i am i just feel useless and i don't know why i sound so ****ing stupid and insecure but that's exactly what i am

i can't wait to get home and see my precious luna she's why i live and you

okay i'm trying i can find a book off of my phone somehow i don't have a physical one with me though, haha

mhm i don't deserve you you listen to me and i feel safe i wish we weren't miles across the ocean

thank you

okay ily have a good day c: