Everything is constantly being taken from me but **** man I’m just a kid I shouldn’t even be worrying about how my bpd is going to effect my school work or how I’m going to disappoint my parents because I’m choosing to do something I love

And when something goes wrong instantly think about ending it all Making it all to where I’ll never get hurt again I’m so scared that if I do I won’t be here for the friends I’ve made online that just rarely talk to me anymore That Tyson will be scratching at the door when I’m gone

And that’s not fair It’s not fair that I’m a literal child and shits never been right from day one I wasn’t wanted from day one and because of that I’m like this

Watch. Flip anim will be shut down too and then I’ll really want to end it But oh no One good thing will happen and I’ll be elated and then it’ll go in that stupid loop I’m so tired of

Once again school has become my only safe place, and I don’t even feel safe there

Everything is going to be taken from me, and I’m just supposed to sit there and deal with it again