i told my mom im not doing well and she tells me im not getting a doctor until january and I dont even know when Im getting a therapist and she told me to call her and I did and she got mad when I didn't know what to say and she told me to do the dishes and I told her they were running and she got mad at me because i guess I was supposed to take the croc pot out if the dishwasher and she sounded mad and I hung up because she kept yelling at me and I ran upstairs and now ive closed my door and im supposed to go to my dads house but I cant I just want to be alone