no.

im not the one who should be saying this but self harm is not good sorry if i seem rude and that this is a bit late but tell someone your troubles

Blue please don't do self-harm to yourself! I'm home! we can zoom in now if you want to talk or have a chat!

Dude, no. like we can zoom or something, just chat? I- people tell me I'm good at dealing with this stuff, and I don't think so. ANYWAYS, DUDE LET ME HELP PLEASE, I DON'T WANNA FEEL LIKE I FAILED PLEASE, TALK TO ME, OR ANYBODY!

Here, Idk if this will make you feel better..don't hurt yourself, you're kind and have a sweet attitude, I made this letter guessing for you. I don't mean to advertise.