ahhh i love my mood swings. i love how one moment i'm happy, and the next i'm hiding somewhere, crying. i love how i can't speak up because i'm me. i'm scared. i fear of my decisions. i hate every second i waste by being quiet. i understand, it's part of life. fights happen. love hurts. the world is cruel. but i'm blind. i'm blind to these cute little lies and trying to be the best person. i wanna change for the good of myself. i hate being quiet, but i hate the problems i have to go through if i do speak up. i just want it to end.