but anyways ive gotten used to drawing with the nails on, and typing on the laptop, typing on the phone is proven to be difficult. but that will soon pass once i get used to it. i have recently found out that i am recently easily flustered, but people dont try to fluster me because i am a "flirt". uh i think im very lovesick, touch starved, and attention starved. its more clear to me on the reasons i might have adhd. i felt really unsafe in my room last night so i slept in the livingroom. small little update