why am I so sensitive.. he does this every few days its fine... but... when he does... normally underswap is here to help me get through it.. but she hasn't been on in two days... and wearwolf is probably gone forever... my throat hurts... I had to take a shower and when I got back I just expected to have a nice rest of the night with Squirrly... but.. another two ****ing weeks he has to go...