I know that I don’t really spread my feelings around FA but I feel Sad and happy at the same time. I’ve been here for a about 2 years when I remember my old friends I feel Amazing that all these more talented people would help me grow on FA and then to remember there probably never gonna be on here again... it makes me feel terrible. I sometimes wonder if I do that with other people but I don’t think I’ll every live up to the expectations or kindness from other people I don’t talk much to people not even my closest friends anymore. I had a friend where I though I’d fall apart if they ever left and now their gone I don’t know if I’m better or worse but I’m still here and I’m planing to stay here for awhile. I hope I continue to grow in art and help other people on their journeys.