Something you can't control. You keep it inside but you're so scared of the unknown. You want to tell somebody but they never understand, pieces of glass break you and you can't stand, nobody knows how it feels to be made of glass and you want to be a man they said that you're a girl but i feel different they said you could fix it but I got worse in depression Lighting candles and using weapons harming myself because it felt like the only option.. maybe it was wrong, i had to wear a dress to my first prom but i wanted to dance with a suit and tie but i have to please my parents eyes I can't be who i truly want to be can't cut my hair and im stuck wearing long sleeves they took away my earrings and everything you can't have a pop rock aesthetic, we can't have this in our family then maybe im just broken Sometimes I wanna drown out the pain so I hop in the ocean and it gives me a heartattack i panic and i can't take the actions back i throw everyone else off track and sorry its never