Maybe.. but that doesnt explain my loneliness.. :<

Mood

But thats besides the point.. I dont even know you. I barely even have ppl i consider friends anymore...

And thats hella sad hahaha

Its different for me.. i have 3 kinds of loneliness at the same time. No friends, no lover, and nobody to relate to on a deep level

Im crying too.

Im surrounded by people who are constantly better than me.. and every time i try to better myself, they get 3x as better

Everyones art can be bad.. and thats ok

Its not just about art.. i took up animation to have something im better at.. and sure, ive had a lot of fun with it, but i just feel like... im still not good enough..

I guess.. but i cant shake the feeling of total heart break.. I cant come to terms with losing so many friends in such a short amount of time and.. i just keep losing more..... Its hard to cope..

Whatever... im going to bed..

Oki ;-;