I hate how that Rps always tend to cheer me up and make me happy cause it goes to a point where that is like all I want to do for like a hole day I try forcing breaks upon me but then I end up crying cause of it Some times I feel spoiled about it but then I realize oh I'm doing this to be happy and not feel like crying For some reason not rping triggers my anxiety I don't know why I decided to take a break for a month before but then I ended up being a emotional mess