I'm tired of it. All of it. All my close friends ignore me, find ways to get out of conversations with me, or have said they want to leave because I cried for help to them. They called me selfish, they said I was never there for them. Then they turned around and ignored my cries for help.

My Dad thinks I think I'm perfect, he thinks I want everyone to bow to me. He sees me as a spoiled rotten brat, when in reality, I feel bad when I get what I want. Because I feel like I don't deserve it.

My Mom gets drunk and I can never do anything right for her. So, I'm done.

I'll see ya'll in the afterlife, whatever it may be...