Does anyone know how it feels to feel pain? When the pain goes away, your a nobody again. Thats how I feel. If I lose my social anxiety, i wont have a reason to be sad. I geuss thats my problem. I dont know how this even started. But I dont want my deppression or my social anxiety to go away. So, I start to say mean things in my head. Im not trying to be a horder for attention, but this is really clear to me that I have a problem, I just dont have a solution. So, Can anyone point out a direction for me to go? I have already been seing a counseler and it doesnt help. I see her once a week, Friday. I just...need help? I dont know.