Honestly I vent cause I need someone to talk to. But it just always turns out that no one actually cares. If I were to leave this website everything would just be normal. Cause I never played a part in anything. Though even if I did it would be a shity one haha. I'm going to hoperform that this vent satisfys me so I don't cry. I hate crying in front of people. All they give you is a load of pity. Well at least most people. Others just don't give a ****.

Also this is my brain working on 6 hours of sleep. Ik that it's not to little but still. I'm a very emotinal person and people just take that for granted