Every hour after a meal I get stomach pains

I gotta hold it in for 8 hours during school and have to rush when I get home

I cant drink milk or eat any cheese without thinking about the consequences

I’ve lost probably about 10 lbs from going after eating so much spicy food

And yesterday I had to eat some tums and my dad slipped me a picot (stomach medication) under the bathroom door

PLEASE GIVE ME ONE DAY WHERE I DONT WASTE 3 HOURS OF MY LIFE ON THE TOILET THATS ALL IM ASKING FOR

I JUST WENT AND ITS ALREADY BUBBLING AGAIN WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS

I wish I was homeschooled so I could go comfortably whenever I want 😫