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sleepdeprivedweeb 
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25.04.2020
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sleepdeprivedweeb[OP]
25.04.2020 01:08
LinkI just threw up my dinner cause I was forced to eat...
sleepdeprivedweeb[OP]
25.04.2020 01:08
LinkIt's fine.
I've been like this since I've been 12...I sleep till 1 pm mostly to avoid the pain and the meals...but at the same time I have a need for the hungry pain...it gets so bad that I am SO hungry that I don't feel hungry...I don't wanna believe that I'm going too far...
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If i HAVE to eat, I ussualy vomit the meal when I finish it. But sometimes I eat to stop the pain and vomit it up so the calories don't stay...
I'm hungry but I don't have an appetite...
I'm constantly the support beam for my friends but I don't have support for myself because the support of a house doesn't need support for itself...
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... why does this happen? I’m not saying it to be offensive , I’ve just genuinely never heard of this happening before.
Because of ussualy bullying, anxiety, and the strive to be perfect.
Its very common i believe...I'm honestly so fat its sickening...I deserve the pain...
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