PS nelly: good. other mama called. she sounded happy

nelly:-takes two- thanks mom! -runs into the back yard to give on to her snake-

nelly:-run in with the snake- mama look!

nelly: im naming him..slithers! can we keep him??

nelly: aww...really?

nelly: its ok mama. -smiles- be safe tho

nelly: -still up at home, crying, hugging hte snake-

nelly:-the house is thrashed, but nelly is asleep in the back yard-

nelly: zz...-hugs the snake- slithers: sss..-squirms-

nelly:-opens and eye- m..mama? a girl came over to day. she had loong blonde hair and she played with me and slithers...she said she knew you...

nelly:-ok mom..she told me..she was gonna come back to..marr..ow..-drifts back to sleep, snake in arms-

-theres a note. it reads: dear corey, im home in a way-

-theres a knock-

censored: h..hey.-she smiles saddly-

censoreD:-hugs back- i did too my love...

censoreD: -looks really tierd- sorry..not..thinking..strait...havnt slept in a bit..

censored:-she walks in-

censored: no..i wont trouble you..-leans on the wall- im..sorry i left for so long...

censored: no..its not..i ran away because i fealt i wasnt ready to be a parent..i bet that kid could be a better parent rn than i was..

censored: sigh...look at it that way if you want..-sad smile-

censored: -smiles- thanks corey... nelly:-runs from room and hugs censored-

censored: w-wow..i havnt seen her sence she was f..four..

censored: she has your free spirit im gonna geuss? -smiles, hugging nelly-

censored: dont forget when we were kids. you ran away every mounth. you were feerless and strong. you still are..dont forgot that

censored: dont you mean the young you? -she grins, letting you know its a joke-

censored:-wraps an arm around her- heh..i always did make mean jokes..sorry.. nelly:-gose back to bed-

censored:-sighs- listen..i didnt come home jsut to..leave agian..i wanted to come home for our kid and...you..i didnt..mean to leave.. you need to know the truth..i leaft because my brother was kiddnaped and i had to find him..i was going to come back but... ...i realised that if i did, those people who took him hated me..i didnt want you all to get hurt...i couldnt tell you the truth over the phone..they could have been listening....i..hope oyu understand i never meant to hurt you...

censoreD: i know i did...but....i want to fix this...i already found a job in this area, and if you dont want me here i can just stay with my brother

censoreD: -smiles- ok...-she hands you a card- it..was for oyur birthday...i know its a few days late but...its pretty hard to get here on a bus from nyc..

censoreD: no problem..-smiles saddly-

censored: -picks you up- have you lost weight? your a lot lighter than our wedding. -she walks and puts you in your bed- get rest..your sleepy..

censored:-sad smile- if you say so..but im cooking tonight..if im right, you will still burn down the house. -now that was funny-

xD well, you did tell me i would have to cook)) censored: -she takes off her hat-

censored: i see you can still chug?

censored:-laughs- i can tell.

censored: - not gonna ask- so..where do you work now?

censored: cool. my brother hired me at the bar down the street. bartender.

censored:-nods- yep. hes a bit..creepy tho. just the way he looks at me. -smiles- but hes a nice dude

censored: ooooh....makes sence. i have alot of enimys. he doesnt seem like a threat tho. i only say that, because i had to chew my way out of a car.

censored: well, the trunk. loong story. to shorten it, lets just say i didnt get the money for the bus ride by working..eheh..

censoreD: -smiles- but hey, it was better than the upstairs roof top

sorry maybe later its a work in progress