Identity and Amnesia
by:
kitty-dawg-uwu 
319
319
21.02.2023
7 comments
kitty-dawg-uwu[OP]
21.02.2023 03:09
LinkI make jokes about forgetting who I am sometimes, but...it's not a joke anymore. I shouldn't have. I find myself forgetting who I am, wondering about my purpose. I dissasoiate, reliving horrible past events that I wish I could forget. I find myself hurting myself physically and mentally, breaking down my self esteem like it's nothing.
kitty-dawg-uwu[OP]
21.02.2023 03:12
LinkMy mental breakdowns are getting more violent, from me just crying to now not being able to control myself, cutting, screaming, clawing, everything. I've been abusing my medications even though I know it's wrong. It gives me a rush of happiness and hope that I'll never wake up the next morning.
kitty-dawg-uwu[OP]
21.02.2023 03:13
LinkCrying won't help me anymore. I just scar myself more and more and more.
thats terrible
you're so funny and goofy and generally an enjoyable person to be around
and i've said this like a million times by now but your art is AMAZING
and i wish you didn't have to go through all that
i gotta sleep now but im always here if you need to talk, just dm me
and try to sleep, i know it might be literally impossible but even laying awake on your bed with your eyes closed is better than nothing
