It has come to my attention that my dad will be in North Carolina probably until October And that crushed me.. I won't be able to go with my dad to Megaplexcon and that just Fu.ck I just,, don't want to accept it

I will still be going, of course My moms boyfriend will be taking me But it fu.cking doesnt feel the same. I want to go to the convention with my FATHER Not my moms boyfriend

I miss him so much, I wish my family was normal

This is fu.cking bullsh.it

I want YOU here, I really do. I want to hear you be excited to see me happy

I have legit debated on even GOING. But I am gonna pull through and try to make the most of it But it still hurts so bad

It hurts

I miss my dad so bad

I honestly dont care much about likes and follows anymore. its just numbers

I'll probably be fine. I hope to meet Dio at the con I am sure it would be cool meeting her