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I'm on medication but all it does is make me too tired too cry, I still have panic attacks, which is something I just have to work on myself I suppose

I still have all these people coming out to see me, planning little activities as if I'm still 12, it doesn't help and its exhausting. I was happy to get rid of my therapist, but I'm still not out the woods I guess. She would never take the time to try and find out what's really wrong, and would just feed into whatever I thought was the matter. I couldve been happier in my early teen years

At one point I was told I didn't even have depression, I didn't have anxiety, I was just a child with "behavior problems"

Inhaling heroin residue probably had something to do with it LOL

I don't have many suicidal thoughts anymore, and I believe I can get my shit back together, I did try applying to a good college for lvl 2 animal care, but they were full so I'll try again next year

A bad panic attack is all it took for me to drop out of my original college, but I think I've gotten a bit better since then

Anyways look at me art guyz https://ibb.co/2hKfRw8