and why ive been gone off of almost every platform

also another is it ok is it ok if i self insert john zen like ive seen people self insert with dif characters

i think its ok if i do all

so like uh lmt

So I've been SUPER demotivated and my mental health has taken a huge decline since december everything has been going down hill for me recently and I just cant move on from things (I have been trying to move on for a while, yet things from past years just never seem to go away easily for me) I really am trying to get better and I've known I've been in hiatus/inactive for a while, I just never told anyone why nor warned anyone I really am focused on my mental health getting better with the help of my boyfriend (I love him <3) but uhm, ive been inactive on every playform as you may know (besides roblox and discord but I've been limiting myself as in interaction and usage time) I promise I'll be back to drawing and interacting sometime soon, but probably not this month I'll update yall every now and then, love you guys ! <3 It feels nice to get why I've been gone for a while off of my chest really

I've been BARELY getting any sleep and I've been being more dissociative so much because of it so like. augh. that brings me down worse T^T I've been forgetting a lot of things bro is that normal?

mk yeah forgetting (positive) things easily IS normal :tired: