i don't want to be like this
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YeahToast[OP]
25.07.2020 00:40
Linki get waves of this feeling and i hate it. it's like i dont want to exist anymore but i dont want to die. it's hard to deal with and the scars on my wrists are constantly yelling at me telling me to go away forever. i dont want to. i dont like it.
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YeahToast[OP]
25.07.2020 00:41
Linki want it to end
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YeahToast[OP]
25.07.2020 00:42
Linkand sometimes i cant feel anything at all. everything goes blank and i think think at all. it's hard to escape but it's better than hating myself i guess.
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coffeecorgi
25.07.2020 00:47
Linkyeah its ok ur my friend u allways have me 2 talk 2 if u need.