okie i need some help please right now im just a mess and i need someone else's opinion. okie so i feel guilty when ever i make an adopt. it doesn't matter whether the adopt is ota,raffle,fcfs,or nfcfs it makes me feel extremely guilty. with otas if the person who's offer i liked declines i feel obligated to give them the adopt for free but half of me just feels dead in side like i just got scammed but the other half feels like i should give them the adopt and a few customs and an apology. and with raffles,fcfs,and nfcfs those make me feel as if i can never please anyone. like if i give some an adopt from one of those there's always a person who is upset and sometimes i offer to make them a custom cuz i feel really gulity and then a few hours later some one else comments on the anim being like oh crap i was to late and i feel even guiltier. i've tried stopping making adopts but i can't cause when i'm stressed out i make a bunch of random designs and some of them i like but i know i'll never use so i make them

into ota adopts or raffle but i still feel guilty. and i've tried taking a break from fa but i can't this site is so freaking addicting. And i just don't know what to do any more. i'd like to hear some of your guy's thoughts and opinions and advice. please be honest i want to know even if it may be mean.

and there's the issues with customs that make me feel guilty. such as i do custom oc trades and i do their customs and they never do their parts and i never remind them because it makes me feel like im a rude little b-word and this anim is more of a vent than any thing else

so im sorry