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Well i think it was more hurt than hate

No no im pretty sure you may have been the one with the hate and i probably was too, But i dont know if you have picked up on this but i dont hold grudges well- Like how you used to tell me to stop talking to people who have done me wrong but i keep doing it, i just feel like i should always forgive or some stupid thing i literally cant hold a grudge

I was using the hatefulness to cover the fact that i was just extremely hurt because of boyh you and myself