What is wrong

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.. Look, Im such a stupid living creature, in life i only want to be happy and make others happy but its the opposite.. i hurt people somethimes without even knowing.. without even thinking.. I keep getting carried away, i find it hard to control myself and i end up hurting others with words.. and i screw up at being any type of 'friend' And i can never seem to be helping when i really want/need too.. instead i end up making them more upset and i feel really bad afterwards..... I just suck at being nice.. at controlling myself.. at being a friend.. at existing..