i made a new friend... they are trans. ftm. i told them i liked them, mind you im lesbian... they asked why i liked them, i said "your feminine touch" they got made told their friend, their friend told me to stop and to not talk to them... Their friend scared me to the point of which i started to cut and think suicidal thoughts.. their friend is a big person.. im scared im going to get beat up.. idk how to fix anything.. if you know me personally im a squishy bean.. i dont mean to cause harm..