And let’s add on top all the people who I know who kts because of me. Because I couldn’t help them. Because I caused them pain.

I know someone got depressed because of me. I know a few people who might kts soon because of me.

Ha, I probably won’t make it to 16

My parents say they care but they beat me like I’m some sort of wild animal. They purposefully drag me places just so that I will get kicked out of one of the best private schools in the area, let alone the country. I know many people that praised me for going from the weird public school girl to some sort of “prodigy” according to many of my former classmates. Let’s me tell you, those words felt shitty. The tuition is steep enough. 27,000 dollars. And if I get kicked out, my dad has to pay double that.

This site doesn’t help either. The addictiveness is like a drug. It soothes only for a while. Causes more harm than anything to me. My grades. My family.

I’m already making myself disappear by deleting all my anims! One step closer to dying!

Already got my plan and all~!

And if it doesn’t work, I have an alternative in my backyard~!

They look like grapes, and an ancestor of mine poisoned another ancestor of mine with them~!