directed sorry imso annoying all the time. i get that you might find me annoying and you dont have to pretend im not. Im sorry im so clingy i try not to be but when im not i overthink and then bad things happen but when i am clingy and speak too much i feel like an annoyance which is what i am. Im really sorry about that. I know this is kind of dumb but i dont know i? I have a hard time apologizing in front to someone directly because im afraid im annoying by saying sorry or im afraid they wont think im sorry so if i dont seem sorry i am really sorry i just dont know how to express it without feeling like a burden. Im sorry if this is complicated i just dont know how to put it into words i just want to be the best i can and i dont want to mess up but i am annoying a lot and i tend to overthink which i tried to handle on my own but then i just have episodes snd when i do try to speak i just feel so annoying i dont know im sorry i dont know hoe to explain it im just really sorey