Random thought
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Gaylord[OP]
11.11.2021 19:03
LinkI always have this random thought pop up into my skull
Gaylord[OP]
11.11.2021 19:04
LinkDo you ever just want to snap your spine like a glow stick just crack pop yk? Like you just want to snap it pull at it like just pull break bend snap.
Gaylord[OP]
11.11.2021 19:19
LinkI feel like pulling my eyes out for some reason hehe that reminds me of my old school I had a friend that told me a story of a boy at his dinner table he just stabbed a fork into his eye and pulled it out he eat it like a meatball then she pointed to one of the workers with a glass eye and said that was the boy now woah kinda weird right? I can’t tell if the story is fake or not.
honestly, sometimes. but not in a way of like i just want to pop it, (trigger warning) as you know im suic1dal so sometimes i just feel like hurting myself. but ye, not a good thought to have tbh
sorry, if that triggered you, didnt know how to write it any other way lol, trying not to rant on your post lol.
sorry i dont know what dw means, im like a really young boomer lol
just sad rn, ive been trying to joke around a lot more recently, just made me lose more people so im just gonna stop trying to joke and be happy ig. Not you, well sometimes, but like just other people hate it when i joke, and i cant tell if you do but i think you do too, im just gonna try to act normal for once
Eh the thing is I like your jokes but sometimes you joke around when I’m not in the mood or like sad yk? And sometimes in the zooms you like say dirty things like m0@ning and shît kinda triggers me ig idk I’m sry if I was rude it’s just I haven’t really been in the mood lately.
nah fam your good, i live in a household where really no one cares, and i have older friends that do it, guess i kinda picked it up at some point. idk sorry
No no it’s fine it’s usually funny when I’m in a joking mood bc I also do it just sometimes I’m not in the mood so I react in rude ways I’m truly sorry I should have told you instead of being rude sometimes bc I should be more mature and tell ppl if they’re sometimes nothing more but just so yk you’re a really cool dude and I’m sry if I’m rude to you from time to time that’s really immature of me I should be nice especially bc you’re younger then me
look, i need you to know, i understand. Im not like other 11 - 12 year olds, we both have some common sense, and sometimes we lose that common sense, but it doesnt mean were any lower, im not funny, your rude at times, we both have problems, but i dont want to sit and have a conversation about whos worse yk? Your awesome, im awesome sometimes but not always lol, and last thing, dont pull the "i should be nice to you bc your younger" garbage, i know im young, but im not sensitive, yes im depressed and extremely suicidal but i didnt say it was because of anyone else, also dont feel bad for being rude, everyones an idiot sometimes, especially me lol i dont want you to feel bad for getting mad when i do something annoying. Ive been through WAY worse lol,
lets both agree, that weve done some dumb sh*t lol, but either way, were friends
Ik abt the carrot thing but i probs wouldnt be strong enough to tear my ear off-
