My parents never want to bring me anywhere and then they wonder why im always alone in my room🐛🐛🐛

But my mom says she will bring me to a suicide prevention walk on saturday and maybe the pjsk movie but at first they said no to the suicide prevention walk until i said it was community service hours🥶🥶🥶 im sorry but that is disrespectful asf and i dont even care about these stupid ass community service hours i want to be apart of this because i am survivor and i want to spread hope to people

My step dad was like i dont want you going to that town. And i asked why and then he said its fine you can go and i asked why again and he got mad and yelled at me and my mom told him to calm down she like my guardian angel cuz if she wasnt here id be dead

IM TRYIN NOT TO REMEMBER NO MEMORIES IM LOOKING FOR A NEW DIMENSION NEW LIFE TO LIVE (camel by camel... 🎵🎶🎵🎶🎵🎶)

my friends were playing my hair in chorus today theyre saying tbat they want to give me a makeover and fighting over which haircut i would look good in lol

Omg bruh theyre telling my step sister and brother to come with me i want to be alone on the walk dude i cant be myself if theyre there

I dont even think they know everything that i went through the one time i told them that id taken too many pills i lied and told them i just wanted to see if it would work better so i wouldnt get my stuff taken from me and i shouldnt even have told them anyway because i was fine

I have two back to back concerts next month i am not excited 😭 but i used to do 3 back to back shows for theatre im just weak and tired all the time. Im thinking of trying iut for the new musical next year theyre gonna reveal what it is next friday... some of the options were annie, shrek, suessical, legally blonde, hadestown, little women, i cant remember the other ones

I have legally blonde trauma guys..😔 because in 8th grade i tried out for the musical and it took me all my courage to sing and then i got reallu scared and embarrased to sing the steven universe song i wanted so they told me to sing twinkle twinkle little star not joking🥶... yea lets just say my part was a background character who sat in a chair at a resturant.. i cried on the bus ride home when the results came in and quit theatre